1. |
Sun Still Setting
01:13
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There was an instance
A whisper when alone
I double-take to no one
And you're still gone
There was a glimmer
Of hope in setting suns
I say my piece to no one
As you're still gone
There was an incident
A call to come home
A trick of the light
An illusion
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2. |
Crash
01:38
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I crash into you
Like a rolling wave
Like a tornado
Like a natural disaster occurring
I love the destruction
But cannot take the blame
My conscience is
Too heavy
Anyway
A blank page
A new name
Silence waits
Facing the window
The night goes by
Without incident
I carry a pyramid in my pocket
Cursed forever - there is always an ‘us’
Forever feeling
The need to rush
In and out of love
Do you feel rushed?
You crash into me
We separate
We lie to ourselves
As we turn away
Dying in the sun
Suffer in the heat
I’ve been (lovingly) inadequate for too long
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3. |
Gunfire Rained Down
01:30
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Gunfire rained down
Maa's asleep in the garden
We made the noise with our mouths
We were young
We were dumb
We were loved
It was always Summer here
There was a single storm per year
Skateboards, bloody knees
Screaming "god, please, don't let this be the end of me"
Always dramatising
Bending the truth
Big claims with no proof
But anyone could see through me
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4. |
Bandsaw Sleeper
01:37
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I thought I was
Between the pines
Beyond the reach
Of you finding me
Endlessly disappointing
All the clothes I wear
Are hand - me - downs
The love I had
Won’t find you now
Sunbathing 02:15 Nov. 17th
Slowly killing the last of the good left in me
The love I had
Won’t find you now
This is the short farewell
Apologies and endings
The way we swim backwards
Hands form patterns
Let water carry us
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5. |
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You roll your eyes
"There's never enough time with you"
It's true, I'm rushing around
You'll say "It's nothing new"
I think there's somewhere I need to be
But there's nowhere to be
But still... can't be late
I couldn't wait the weeks away
I couldn't take the time it took
I will regret all of the unease
Despite the best of everything
I should be more thankful for this
All that the separation brings
I get the best of both worlds
You get the worst of me
You're probably too forgiving
You probably get that from me
But still... don't be late
I couldn't wait the weeks away
I couldn't take the time it took
I will regret all of the unease
Because I had everything
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6. |
Angels In All Weathers
02:16
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We believe in our sins
We shed our mutual skin
Find a way
Back to belonging
To live in descent
A new magnolia heaven
An angel in all weathers
Wings carved from stone
Decorated in Wildflowers
Ageless in endless grace
Perfect in the overgrowth
Staring at the ceiling
Remember you leaving
Like you did last July
Walking all night
Headfirst into The Avalanche
37,000 steps and counting
An angel in all weather
Wings carved from stone
Decorated in Wildflowers
Ageless and alone
Perfect in the overgrowth
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7. |
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Nothing can impress me like me
You can try but you will see
Don't worry, I'm not considering anything
I'm just saying
It's okay that you don't have the answers
It's okay that you don't have the patience
But what's not okay is how you treated me
And what's not okay is how you came to be everything that you said you wouldn't be
Will I die a happy man
Or regretful and unkind
Don't worry, I'm just wondering
I'm not considering anything
It's okay that you don't have the answers
It's okay that you don't have the wrist action
It's okay that you don't have the patience
But what's not okay is who you came to be
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8. |
Call In The Morning
01:15
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I don’t want to be defined by suffering
I want to feel [redemption]
Rose water fills my lungs
Drown in the forgiveness
I never wanted to hurt
I never wanted to grieve
I wish I didn’t bury you so deep
When you try to find the closure that you need
Feel the dirt press against your knees
Crosses on the wall - a new faith
Can you start to heal in your own way
You + me
Colliding
Breathe in
Don’t forget to call in the morning
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9. |
Sundowning
01:29
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I held her hand and I wasn't convinced
Even though she'd said with some belief that
"This is it"
"I don't want health"
"I don't want wealth"
"I want to fucking kill myself"
Every day's the same
Wake up
Spit blood
Shrug it off
How do I know when enough is enough
This is it
This is the end
We laid together
It was all that I could take for today
But tomorrow is anyone's guess
The best I can hope for is a call
Every day's the same
Wake up
Spit blood
Shrug it off
How do I know when enough is enough
This is it
This is the end
Soon I'll be dead
Enough is enough
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10. |
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This is a eulogy to two years spent there out of body
Devoid of reason and with nobody else
Just the two of us hand in hand
Simple things to misunderstand
I was bad for you
You were bad for me
But we couldn't see it
Lies under our tongue
There's still time to go
We can erase our names
Maybe start again
We'd been spoiled by the good ground
Do you tire of the memories like me
Or can you just forgot
Is this loneliness?
This is loneliness.
Simple things to misunderstand
I was bad for you
You were bad for me
But we didn't know
Take my hand
Tell me it'll be easy
There's still time to go
We can erase our names
Maybe start again
We'd been spoiled by the good ground
Do you tire of the memories like me
Or can you just forgot
You were always good at that
-Is this loneliness?
-This is loneliness.
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Bedbound By Summer Boston, UK
2013 - 2023
Kane Storr
Liam James Marsh
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