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Sorry, I'm Leaving

by Bedbound By Summer

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1.
CNTRL 01:46
I vaguely remember dancing to Soviet Kitsch But I can't recall what you were wearing If you were wearing anything But I still know The smell of carnations in the garden on the eve of Spring I recall almost everything Carve 'CONTROL' into your skin 'So this is permanence' And those old songs still sound so sweet Bleed again with me
2.
It's okay to attract the like minded But what I've found over time is that most of my friends want to die Some grew through it Others tried to make it known louder than words that they're hurt I don't feel like me, that's true And you keep saying that you're still you But you don't speak like anyone that I remember I'll take some time to count my blessings Then be sure to make a mess of it I'm pretty bored by now of trying to pretend that I'm doing anything but timing the days that turn to weeks and months Spent without love I don't feel like me, that's true And you keep saying that you're still you But you don't speak like anyone that I remember
3.
Got to get out of this room Got to get out of this mood Got to get better at pretending I'm a little more into you Got to think about the cats Got to think about the kids Got to think about the photographs I don't want shared on the internet But you look so sweet Blowing your smoke rings On this dead end street You and me Suffering from sleep paralysis; migraines and bad breath Caught somewhere between half dead and half asleep Maybe it is just where we belong Between Seven Setting Suns
4.
Faking Love 03:17
I'm a walking contradiction My standards born of fiction That I'll do and undo I love you, you hate me, I hate me too See, we're not so different me and you I used to look forward to what time would bring Now I sleep alone and piss in the sink I guess you sit around, procrastinate While I keep busy and... It's not the same with someone else saying my name I'm pretty sick and tired of who I've been Hiding the cum on my jeans Lying about who I'm seeing Not to mention what happened in the cemetery We spoke for two hours and we hung up the phone I'd be lying if I said I was alone I timed it right, I rocked right up Spent the next hour faking love It's not the same with someone else saying my name I've never known a city with so much sadness I'm not sure that I can share it with you So if you return then I'll be leaving Grab my shit and heave it To home or somewhere new And far from me and you (But far's never far enough) Would that then make you happy? Would that bring you resolve? It's not the same with someone else saying my name I tried to find something else worth living for I tried to find it in someone else
5.
With my blurry vision I wear the Rose of Sharon Mother is the word of God on the lips and hearts of all children I wear a uniform resemblant of your life's work I carry humility in all of my stumbled words 'you've already won me over; in spite of me' I've never seen you cry, but I don't see you smile Half a sentence with a cigarette in your mouth I wanted to be cool So I got a swallow tattooed On my left arm, just like yours Slightly less colourful 'you've already won me over; in spite of me' I've never seen you cry, but I don't see you smile Half a sentence with a cigarette in your mouth Heaven is an open door Heaven is a chemical
6.
I think of the letters sent To every family member and friend It'll detail the love, or lack of, and lust And how I'd had enough I think of semi circles Shoulder to shoulder stands every person Forgive me if you can, hold grudges if you must But honestly I'd had enough Heaven knows I can't do this alone Does your mother know what you do when you're away from home God only knows what I'll do with the hole and mess you left of me I think of the spaces left Bereft, the people there that kept me in motion before the rust A love since lost I think of the days remaining A childhood that I'd have tainted Black tees and jeans in a casket A bastard from a basket If you could take back the time Would you? Because I would Heaven knows I can't do this alone Does your mother know what you do when you're away from home God only knows what I'll do with the lack of holiness in me
7.
Meet you on the corner of Herrick and Clinton We can talk about all the things we got in to Driving at the speed of sound back to your house To get out of our clothes and into a mess That we knew wouldn't last I've never been one to make things so easy on myself I've never been one to make it easy on myself I just wanted to fade away I still talk to Katie You still stare straight through me We don't talk anymore I see you in the corridor You're staring at me like I'm an astronaut and you're HAL What I mean by that What I mean by that Is you don't break your eye contact I've never been one to make things so easy on myself I've never been one to make it easy on myself I just wanted to fade away Lately I've been getting down But the same old barely red car has been getting me around
8.
These things can start so sweet As we meet in secret You're innocent You're heaven sent We were too old to be kids But god we never felt it The troublesome teen in me If everything falls apart are we wasting heart? You can go and drown in a bottle Does going out get old? 'Whiskey thought he knew me' I should have known better than to hold you again Split me between your friends Those both old and new They won't know the things you can do You say your body is yours But you give it away with ease Let's wish back the time and leave it here I'm taking back towns that I lost to your company I'm reclaiming records that I'd left to loving you Maybe I need to learn to sit a little Stay still, think a minute Put on our playlist for when we're done, down and beat The one titled 'Conor Oberst, Make Me Sleep' You can go and drown in a bottle Because going out got old 'Whiskey thought he knew me' I should have known better than to hold you again
9.
Fade away I watched you count the ceiling tiles fifteen times today Wide awake The cobwebs in the corner start to take on different shapes as I Fade away into you Watch you fade from the person I thought I knew Fade to grey Trying to stop the bruising but your blood's too thin today Kept in place By a mask you wear four times a week That's moulded to your face as I Fade away into you Watch you fade from the person I thought I knew You don't smile so much now and I don't blame you
10.
Let this be the last night Leave it in silence We can't have this again (And again and again and again and again) I'm staying up to be let down It sickens me to say I don't recall you being this way Hoping these are the last embers Because you don't speak like anyone that I remember Let this be the last night Leave me in my pity and misery
11.
The contact isn't easy We've never been so good at leaving things to rest As we should Too many nights, eyes wide, resisting sleep Too many nights, eyes white, resisting sleep Too many nights Eyes white, wide tonight

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Album #9. Self-recorded on 8 track Jan - Feb '19.

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released March 1, 2019

Artwork by Kane Storr

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Bedbound By Summer Boston, UK

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Kane Storr
Liam James Marsh

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