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Phantom Pains

by Bedbound By Summer

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1.
Rest 03:54
Are you sitting comfortably? Can you help me find a way to rest my tired knees, been bugging me for weeks and that’s okay One of these nights I’ll just fall apart entirely Starting to think positively while falling asleep in swimming pools, chasing you down the corridor from a hotel room back in Eastwood. Barely clothed, and if security footage was ever shown The room always smells of smoke I sleep with the windows open but still awake with dust in my lungs The smell of chlorine permanently in my clothes Consider this a letter that I never sent, however inconsiderate it seems
2.
Blood Ties 02:38
The lake, the hospital, the tree Red, white, green In three years where have I been? The days slip by faster now than ever before and just how many more will I see? In a car park conversation it's strange how friends and family change and blood ties chase you every time "Davey combed the beaches and it killed him in the end" The boy was lost The man was young Our last lament was meant to be a relief to us all but recall, how did that end With your bridal haze and better days behind you now every whisper becomes a shout In endless conversation it's strange how friends and family change and blood ties are erased of any trace in time
3.
Blue Room 02:41
I hate the way my hands shake You’re 50 feet away I’m still wearing the bracelet you made at least every other day And I refuse to let my mother know what you put me through Paint the walls blue in your room But for now I’m still saying your name out loud When there’s no one in the house It’s the only way I know to make it better when you’re not around (FUCK) Feeling ill at ease Stopped by the Police on New Year’s Eve I’m always haunted by trivial things Lost clothes and wedding rings, cardigans, crematoriums What happens when I grow old? Accept I’ll die alone Write your name on my skin maybe just your initials
4.
You said that I couldn't hate you even if I tried But i'm not trying and I do I'm not sure that I could face you even one more time And if I did, well, that's just another headache for another time The main difference between now and then is that you used to be somebody that I could bear You said that I couldn't hate you even if I tried But i'm not trying and I do I'm not sure that I could face you for even one more night And if I did, well, that's just another headache for another time
5.
Stain Me 04:36
As trivial as the tangles in my hair Pulled out from the passenger seat before you leave As trivial as the thoughts still in my head Pull them out like a fever dream you won’t stop my head from aching I can’t get your smell out of my clothes Not that I’m complaining I just thought I’d let you know I’m craving new scream and I’ve got a blanket in the back seat (in case I can’t make the drive home) I’m calling off the search because I know just where you’re headed And I burned all of the photographs and erased all the memories And that shoebox isn’t buried anymore; get the dirt under your fingernails I’ll just disappoint you more As perfect as the steel between your teeth Your smile leaves a lipstick stain in my brain for days Meet me by the river’s edge We can bury that box again
6.
Marian 03:14
You could shame me It'd be so easy I tried to warn you, i'm a poor confidant, I always have been But I was never reckless and if I don't wreck this or make it out alive well, i'll be as surprised as finding you by my side So take me home, Marian You could blame me It'd be so easy I tried to call you I was sick of hiding, I never thought I would be But I was never helpless, I just never felt this sweet sense of relief that my nights could be slept through so easily I was given the choice to choose between a changing season and an evergreen but I refuse to grieve those three years
7.
Coxbar 03:31
When you call my name The hairs on the back of my neck stand up straight Make my hands shake Wrote you a letter for when you got home, left It in a pocket in your coat Speaking metaphorically we are twin cities separated by burning bridges I’m not running, just hiding.
8.
In This Heat 03:21
"In this heat i'm losing sleep" "I'm feeling nauseous from the thought of waking again" But i'm getting up and you're staying in Some things never change I'm thinking Rivelin I'm thinking land slides I'm thinking rainy days And Electro-Shock Blues with you I'm overthinking, you rust my strings In doubt you're taking to your keys to complain again I'm getting up and you're staying away Some things never change Days drag by but I can't shy away from the fact that wherever you lie, as sweet lamplight, you'll be fine (But will I?)
9.
Every few weeks I sleep on the sofa at my Mother’s house in Casper bedsheets Because I’m keeping ghosts for company I awake when everyone’s left and pace the floor space of my old bedroom just wondering How’d I get any rest with the wind whistling through the air vent I’ve took to wearing my Father’s old clothes, I look like I’m drowning in these old t-shirts but they keep the cold away from my bones I guess it’s the only way I still feel close I guess I’m trying man I still don’t know If you loved me why did you let me go? Do old rooms just become walk in wardrobes when we’re gone?
10.
Ache 04:35
Lately you're feeling lonely and you can't find anyone to care Through frozen fingers on bitter mornings to days in 'til the Summers end Restless days spent in thinking about how you are supposed to act for the friends that you love but you can't seem to grasp on the fact that they're not coming back If I were you i'd forget the self-pity that you're so reliant on Are you taking on more than you can take on? Are you waiting on a right to all your wrongs? Are you bleeding out your hopeless days in song? Permanence is what I ached for but for now I think I understand that a pact of blood doesn't really amount to much more than just that; An exchange to last but a second only to carry on the same as before because I can honestly say when I needed you there I never really saw much of you Your photographs are blurred You move too fast I think i've got a thing or two to ask you about how you've been

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Album #3. Self recorded on 8 track from 17th - 28th Sep '15.

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released October 10, 2015

Kane - Drums, vocals, guitar, artwork
Liam - Drums, vocals, guitar, bass

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Bedbound By Summer Boston, UK

2013 - 2023

Kane Storr
Liam James Marsh

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